arcangel37

Hello-
Ive struggled with expressing what I seek for years.

Im a submissive not because Im soft spoken, always follow or cant lead. Im a submissive because in a deep, loving, developed, dynamic where trust is established... I seek to follow, serve, sacrifice and devote my life to the Domme I can trust to lead us and make us strong.

My mind and heart lead me to being my Owners possession but Ive developed fetishes that make it imperative that I find an Owner that has the same needs.

As my Owners property... I find perfect contentment.... its very hard to explain..

My sexuality is bent... if not completely ruined... because I NEED my Owner to Need to ruin my worthless cunt hole. Not just require that it be fistable ( which it already is) but require it to be an open loose hole that is not able to close or clinch. In fact, clinching should be punishable and a sign of a poorly trained hole.

This is about body modification, mind modification and creating something unique.. at least to me. And yes, humiliation and objectification.

Ruining my asshole.... its logical....

My cockclit - useless. As I said, my sexuality is bent.

Not having orgasms removes my inhibitions. It makes me desperate to serve my Owner, to please my Owner, do anything I can to make my Owner happy.

Creates a desperation to please that being allowed orgasms removes.

And its near impossible never to have an orgasm.... which results in an organic reason to punish.

This that i list is....extreme, i know.

But..is there any Domme out there seeking the same? Time will tell if i seek in vain.

I am a 52 year old white male (Italian), professional, college educated, STD free (can provide proof of results) looking for a open minded, very sexual female or male DOM. I am real and serious with very few limits. I can travel to You in the states of VA, NC and SC.

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